Allah know the best....
This week passed by so fast. i ve lost my time a lot. The time i wanted to use for my studies. The time i am so keen to learn. Time is so precious to me. if others has 24 hours in a day. i MUST minus is from involuntary shut down of me that steal my time away.
I was so angry to myself. I was so depressed when realised i cant finished up my study according to my schedule. I was so ill after the attack which give me headache and state of confusion. i am so MAD, so Depressed, so SAD...
until then , i hv no mood, no spirit to study. my spirit had already being buried with the abnormal wave which passed by my head. it really killing me...
Then...suddenly my hand wrote down something inside the google space for search entry. I ve click a page with enlighten me....
the writer said, " now, since i ve accept it as part of me and part of mylife, i dunt feel like burden to myself. i know the warning and the signal my brain give. It just that i ve to allow it to happen. then, smile and enjoy life till the signal comes again. Now i accept it as a gift from God. so far i ve enjoy my time till the fullest. i ve no more emotion stress and no depress".
yeah...if we go against the wave of the ocean, we need lots of energy to walk through it. But if we go with the flow, we ll use less energy and make us less stressful. ...so accept it as a gift from Allah swt.
p/s: everytime u faced difficulties, it makes u more stronger for the future.....
